Darkness

 

If there is something that...

I have studied in the last five years of my livelihood alone is...

That while everything around you appear to be smooth and perfect...

Then one has to be scared and worried...

I just got hold of a relationship that got foul and abusive in the end.

And now while I think of me to go ahead, I missed two of my excellent friends to anger and temper.

And a few quantities of apologies don’t give the impression to do the trick.

But there is furthermore difference on how I am treating it at this point.

I do, be fond of thinking that I am person with added self reliant.

Or possibly that’s a different mode of saying alone.

 

~~Cheers~~

Reminiscences

The aroma of dried up soil and warm air baking outside...

Yes my first feeling of home.

I speculate occasionally how amusing and hilarious life is...

How certain effects touch us similar to a

Butterfly brushing by ...

but we slightest think about it...

I cherished the aroma that entrapped and caught me...

The whole thing from the tenderness and compassion of yesteryear’s blossom flaccid in the sun... dry brittle leaves scattered all above the soil.

The echo of horns, smoke partitions formed by transportation buses and the ear-splitting trading of street hawkers.

I am suddenly becoming a kid and the whole thing I saw and sensed was something I desire to treasure.

Not a thing wanted to wait for long and if I didn’t take hold of it now

It may dry up and wither off...

untouched

Have you ever noticed the manner drops of water flow along the windowpane...

When there is a heavy rain next time, remember my words, stop and have a glance at it.

I am in no doubt that everyone will like it.

~~Cheers~~

Schedules of a gloomy day...

What will you do when you feel low???

I have observed myself that I hang about at home & watch lots of movies...

Encompassed with a terrible, bad and awful day???

Park yourself on the settee for the entire day, eat junk foods and watching whatsoever movies I have or will go online to see movies...

Snooping to music will help to strengthen and deepen the feelings...

Send regrets to all invitations...

Ah, like a loser... Sucks uh???

As an alternative, I may go to the leisure centre or sports club...

I occasionally go for shopping and return back to my flat without buying anything...

I guess it is better and healthier than going away on a spree and feel sorry later...

But now I am not feeling

“LOW”

At the moment, but touchy and irritable enough to gripe and whine

~~Cheers~~

memories

The aroma of dehydrated soil and baking warm air outside...

Yap, this is about the emotions of my home...

I sometime question to myself, how amusing and hilarious my life was...

And certain effects in our life tap us like a butterfly brushing and we least care for it. I treasured the smell that captured me.

The whole lot is from the warmth of yesteryear, buds flaccid in sun to the parched brittle leaves scattered over the earth. The noise of horns, the smoulders from the vehicles especially government buses and street hawkers shouting to sell.

I am behaving like a childish manner, as if I want to turn into kid once more. The things what I saw and felt from my yesteryears are something which I want to treasure. These memories are biggest wealth for me.

~~Cheers~~

Tata acquires Jaguar, Land Rover

 

Tata Motors, India`s prevalent vehicle corporation, come into a ultimate agreement with Ford Motor for the acquirer of Jaguar Land Rover, including the brand name, plants and intellectual property rights. The transfer of ownership to Tata Motors is expected to close by the end of next quarter, subject matter to relevant regulatory authorization.

The sale of this two iconic name marks the end of car making of Ford in Britain.

The entire sum to be paid in cash by Tata for Jaguar Land Rover upon final will be nearly USD 2.3 billion.

Jaguar, Land Rover being a noteworthy part of automotive industry.

This two brands hold enormous respect in the market. The interesting thing is how well Tata motor will attempt to safeguard and build on tradition and spirited, keeping uniqueness integral.

Established in 1922, Jaguar has been finest and premium brands for extravagance and luxury saloons and sports cars. Since its very first devise appeared in 1948, Land Rover has always been unanimously acknowledged as the eventual in four-wheel drive medium, Jaguar and Land Rover has been in Ford`s possession since 1989 and 2000 respectively.

~~Cheers~~

BLACK GOOGLE...

Surprise surprise... has anyone seen this  kind of black Google search homepage.

Probably no body in any part of the world have seen this kind except Google search users of UK on Saturday, 29 march 2008.

So, I investigated why the page colour has been changed to black from white. The reason was quite interesting.

Google corp call it as

"turned the light out"

In, Google.co.uk homepage,  this was done as a gesture to raise awareness of a worldwide energy conservation effort called "EARTH HOUR".

But they admit that it wont save any energy by doing this as now modern displays consumes same amount of energy irrespective of what colour they display.

So on 29 March 2008, Earth Hour invites  people aroung the globe to turn off their lights for just one hour from 20:00 to 21:00 hours.

Apart from UK, this event will be held in many cities around the globe.

I am joining this awareness campaign, If you also want to commit to this awareness, try to save energy

For more information regarding this please visit...

    http://www6.earthhourus.org/ 

 

~~Cheers~~

 

Expensive Birthday Gift....

Yesterday I was cleaning my cupboard, then I found a old newspaper not much just one month old. I saw a news which I found, would be interesting to share with you all.

A gambler who has spend only 50 pence  as his birthday bet for a net  of  one million pound.

Freddie Craggs who won a cool one million pound after placing an eight race accumulator bet on horses in a some bookie shop.

Mr. Craggs, he had another reason to celebrate apart from his big win, that is his 60th birthday.

I suppose everyone will envy this guy's luck.

I am also thinking to try my hands in this gambling game, but never know if I could ever win.

This is a game of chance and luck.

~~cheers~~ 

Cricket Ogle

I am a self-confessed neurotic fan of this sport:):)

I have been following this sport from the time of my childhood, if I am correct then from the past 15 years, but I have never stumble upon such a year in its record.

Yes, this year India was knocked out in the World Cup but later this year in which India won the first ever Twenty-twenty world cup. I am talking about the year 2007 so don’t confuse yourself.

We as supporters of this sport, have had a roller-coaster trip of passion, we mock them subsequent to the shocking exit from the world cup and illustrated honour and admiration when they won the T20 cup.

Let’s have a look up into 2007 team changes before world cup...

2007 started with Saurav Ganguly publicize his come back to the team with outstanding batting and good score against South Africa which reserved his hold in the World cup squad.

The team to West Indies had a lots of debut player in foreign land outside Asia few names are

v M.S Dhoni,

v Robin Uthappa,

v Shreeshant,

v Munaf Patel,

v Dinesh Kartik

The mature sheep’s in the company of Captain Rahul Dravid leading from the front.

But who possibly will have dreamed that India will be beaten to Bangladesh and bundle its bag in the first leg of the play-offs.

Well they faced terrible cost when they arrive at home since we all know how acutely we capture Cricket. Once the blame game going ahead it ruined with Greg Chappell’s resignation and shortly the heroes of yesteryear were made to seem like nil.

At last the Aussies bagged the top nobility making it three times in a row.

The World cup tragedy followed India’s tour to Bangladesh in which the Indian split them separately and take vengeance of the defeat of the world cup.

India subsequently played against England and South Africa, in which they showed some standard and managed to win test series aboard following a gap of more than 5 years.

September set the stage for the foremost ever twenty-twenty cricket world cup, which was a shorter edition of the sport and guaranteed a great cricketing experience. Not a single soul possibly will even envision in their deadliest dream that India could carry the credit.

The 20-20 cup was a greeting shock for the whole nation, initially no one expected India to set off so distant in the competition without senior players in the dressing room and pound Australia and South Africa.

But the young team brought it on and played like champions hammering Pakistan in a finishing game with remembrance.

This year focused an extraordinary revival of Cricketing bent in India’s arsenal. And the prospect gives the impression of being dazzling.

~~Cheers~~

BABAJI~~TAMIL

Hi all this time I am back with one of friend "VIKRAM VEERAPUTHIRAN", interview on great soul BABAJI...

This interview is awfully motivating and must read one...

We should appreciate this young chap, VIKRAM for such a great work at this young age...

Unfortunately the scanned image is in TAMIL and really I don't have time now to translate the whole thing for you all..

But I promise that I will translate in the upcoming weeks...

 

PLEASE CLICK ON THE IMAGES TO ENLARGE IT AND READ IT CLEARLY....

THIS IMAGES UPLOADED HERE MAY BE COPYRIGHTED BY THE PUBLISHER AND I DONT NOT HOLD ANY PUBLISHING RIGHT FROM THE PUBLISHER OF THIS MAGAZINE

BUT I HOLD THE PERMISSION FROM THE WRITER OF THIS ARTICLE TO PUBLISH IN THIS BLOG

 

 

~~Cheers~~

University Life

My undergraduate studies are over and now I am in doing my post graduate studies, although I still experience that I have just joined my undergraduate studies college just now... I surprise how swift the years is on the trot...

Well lots of excellent and horrific experience I dig up in these years... minute stuff that I wanted to share here

I completed my schooling in Port Blair, Andaman Islands, India... I move towards Chennai for my engineering undergraduate studies... I was awfully anxious regarding this metro city... primarily I was concerned regarding the struggle in studies... the whole thing appear to be fresh and unfamiliar in singara Chennai...

At last subsequent to these four years, I experience that I have evenly struggled with my mates and I have personalized myself to this Chennai city...

First and second year moved up so slickly... I was extremely demanding in my studies I had 6 papers in second year... no instance for leisure... The most excellent ingredient in second year vacation was the Implant training ... Just benefited from entire 14 days of my guidance BHEL, Ranipet, Tamilnadu, India...

Third year on the whole was very essential year... many quarrel and self-esteem hitch among my friends... serious contest in the studies and placements... A lot of frustration and disappointment... These instances prepared me so settled and complete... I recognized friends well again...

Final year, in full swing with 14 days university trip, the symposium managing efforts and bunking modules... dead to the world (sleeping) in module all time... in reality I dig up so trouble free regarding the course... Final semester with only twice per week operational... Only 3 modules and dissertation project not a immense pact...

After coming out of undergraduate studies I moved into another University for my post graduate studies. But this time I am not afraid of the metro city in India but now I am moving to foreign land. I have never been outside India. Actual reason for fear is that I was to go alone as I have applied for visa late due to bank loan problem and there is no arrangement of accommodation was made. Anyway I reached safely and arranged accommodation. But another reason to fear is I am the only guy with no experience and straight into masters after undergraduate studies with out entering industry. Rest of the guys in my batch are into industry for more than four years. Anyhow I am doing very good with them and working hard to go with there pace. Now only 5 months more is left for the completion of course. Applied for many industries for job and attended few phone interviews.

I am unsmilingly assessing regarding what I have gained knowledge in these years, not anything much... I have not got better with any skills in these years... I had no big affection to my university and my university buddies...But silent with feeling blue since I am leaving to overlook the excitement and enjoyment I had in my university life... My friends who hold me when I actually don't hunt...

All I am appearing presumptuous currently to go into a company life...

Let me check how it’s going to delight me…

~~Cheers~~

University Park

Hi all,

I am uploading few pics of university park campus of Nottingham university...

Its very few and I promise I will upload good number of pics very soon...

                             

       

 

~~Cheers~~

USELESS ISSUES

This critique is about the largest problem I may rather say biggest hitch of INDIA. It may develop in economy and most of the people are highly knowledgeable, fashionable and modern in their life style but still there thinking is not modern and stylish.

I am from south India so, I know this is more of a problem in south India. But it doesn’t mean that North India don’t have this problem, they too have it.

Tranquil with the practical and sensible life, highly respected, cherished and well educated people still consider inter-caste/religion marriage is a sin and offence.

Such folks don’t want to come up to converse what the issue with it is.

They are just concerned that it’s incredibly diverse and don't recognize about the outcome of the same and assume it won’t work.

We, humans factually know what is good and bad in the true sense. We know to register a police case is the right thing to do after meeting with an accident...

But how many of us did that, even I never did that.

We know what’s right,

But we don’t do it.

Just don’t do it and blame everybody in the society.

What religion or caste is for after all... it’s for betterment of our lives not anything more, not anything less.

If that’s not serving, then why to be bothered about the same…

I don’t think am rational... I am still traditional and conservative.

But this doesn’t come up to a realistic and rational point of view. It’s just commonsense and logical.

To those who mind their caste or creed whatever...

A simple punch line

“Instance doesn’t hang around if you are xxx religion or belief and faith and doesn’t stop if you are in xxxx religion... Everything in life is identical mate, whatsoever, wherever, whoever!”

 

~~Cheers~~

Cuisine...

I adore cooking.

Fine, who doesn’t?

Yeah, that’s correct, although for me it is not just concerned with eating.

I too love to eat, but I do love cooking as well.

My grandmother is the world’s finest chef and the food she makes is just marvellous.

It’s no surprise why I always put on more than a few pounds (weight not currency) every time I visit her.

I like the chicken roast (Indian style) that she makes. I don’t remember the instance but after all these period I still remember the tang of that. Her expertise has been passed on to her three daughters.

Yes they are all brilliant cooks. I presume that clarify my interest in cooking. Not just my interest, but also my ability.

Currently I am not the excellent in that business although, sure can whip up a excellent feast that would leave anyone more than satisfied.

If I memorize exactly, the first time I tried my hand at cooking was when I was 14 or 15 years old.

I think I tried making “Egg Bread”, which sadly did not come up well. I was upset, but then I realised that I had strong desire to try-out with foods.

From then on, I have never failed to spot a chance to go into the kitchen and make something. At times, things have gone terribly wrong, like the time when I put an entire chicken into the microwave, on a plastic plate.

Yes, plastic plate for an entire 15 minutes. The kitchen was enclosed in solid black smoke and then it was, neighbour who ran into our home and alerted me.

Then there are many occasion, when I have left something on the stove and been bonded to the TV.

Yet, I certainly never ignore a possibility to demonstrate my cooking expertise here in the UK.

I take pleasure when I cook for someone.

After all, there is no fun, if I cook and consume myself and no one else is able to flavour and wonder at my creation?

~~Cheers~~

University of NOTTINGHAM

I am doing my masters in University of Nottingham and I have still not talked about about my university.

I am not writing review on my university, I am just giving you idea about the university.

This University go beyond my anticipation, this university ignited up my life brilliantly.

University of Nottingham, was opened in 1881.

The campus is attractive and I heard it through someone that the campus extents about 300 acres. It has a huge open ground with green grass, garden and big park with boating pond. It is excellent place to stroll around and you will forget that you’re in university, as you will be wrapped up in its good looks.

If you wish for additional nature, Wollaton park is very close to main campus. A lot of deer.

It is a good place to live and study. The university has three campuses around Nottingham.

1. University park -- main campus(most of the course are held here)

2. Jubilee campus -- Business school

3. Sutton Bonnigton campus -- Food, agriculture.

The exciting thing is that the university provides free bus services between different campus.

Since I am doing manufacturing engineering and management, so for management courses I have to go to other campus. Moreover my flat is near the business school campus so I always take these hopper buses. These buses ply till late night.

The student union is brilliant and works hard to conduct events all round the terms in reasonable price.

Since I work for student’s union marketing section. I know how much they work to make event better with cheaper rates. VALUE FOR MONEY.

Now the most vital part is education. I found the work demanding but captivating. It is great to be bounded by very intelligent persons. In reality it drives you to aim and work hard.

I can't actually think of something else to talk about now, I like it here. It’s got a really pleasant environment.

The only problem here is the crime rate. I personally never had any difficulty but many of my friends faced it and moreover most of time I use to visit residence halls to pin poster than I can see many theft issues there, inspite of tight security.

I think there is no trouble if you stay wise and always have someone nearby during roaming at night.

Although I have to spend only one year to spend in Nottingham, I can say it was one of the finest decision of my life, and will suggest anybody to apply.

~~cheers~~

Very Last LAUGH

The theme itself elucidates the whole thing about the content of this post.

As each one of you know I always express amusement. And I like laughing, and people with smiling.

I hate people with serious and with expression of grief faces.

Most possibly everybody will be feeling the same as me.

But nowadays, I am diminishing into the second category. Most of instance bothered and troubled. And Smiling and laughing falsely.

Now I started to hate myself.  

I don't memorize when I laughed actually, last time. The kind which made my eyes wet, my lungs to deflate and my stomach to ache.

There were days when me and my friends would plunge over each other, fall over tables while laughing. Those were my best days in my life.

Not only, we were together while laughing but even when we needed support, we grip hands of each other or bend over shoulders for support until we can stand up straight again, without any fear of falling down ever.

We laugh even for silly reasons. Laughs at midnight tripping session, we could mercilessly harass  an innocent friend and laugh at their outflow.

Laughs at the dark corridors of the hostel, after the lights are turned off, we make sound and music to shock people.

There are many other incidents which made me always laughing and smiling all the times. No worries and no weeping, the reason is no time to think about anything other than fun, prank and adventure.

There is nothing like any immense laugh since last six months. And I think it’s too stretched since I had indulged in one.

Well, there were many unnatural laughs during this intermission. Those lacking hearted smiles and laughs are just too just shows my embarrassed silences.

I want my life should me like a

"Laugh Riot"

A laugh, where you locate whole of yourself, leaving behind all your worries. It’s really fun and pleasure to be like that. Of course everyone wants the same from life.

I am sure for next 8 months; this laughing riot won’t surpass me. But I expect that after these grievance periods, I may have some laughing riot.

Let’s hope for the best, Rest in the hands of lord.

~~cheers~~

Pogathe (Tamil Song) - From Deepavali, Tamil Movie with English translation

Pogathe (Tamil Song) - From Deepavali, Tamil Movie with English translation. Nice composing, melody song.

dn't walk away...dn't walk away...

i'll be here if you are here...

dn't walk away...dn't walk away...

i'll die in your seperation...

days spent with you are vanishing like dreams...

when you ask, who am i?my love, i'm dying a death every moment...

l'll keep seeing you from my grave too...

dn't walk away...dn't walk away...

i'll be here if you are here...

dn't walk away...dn't walk away...

i'll die in your seperation...

clouds part and unite again...

your love too is same for me...

is love street light to be switched off in daytime?

even fire can't burn down memories...

i'll wait for you, with my love...

dn't walk away...dn't walk away...

i'll be here if you are here...

dn't walk away...dn't walk away...

i'll die in your seperation...

you are my most beautiful cherished moment...

you are my sorrow that too you have given me,like god visiting in my sleep...

you cam and vanished from my life,i can't bear this disappointment...

my love in your absence,my world turns dark...

dn't walk away...dn't walk away...

i'll be here if you are here...

dn't walk away...dn't walk away...

i'll die in your seperation...

LEARN to ACCEPT

We have a very bad habit of complaining about the things that are not going on our way, they should. After this we feel this always happens to me only. This feel shows our "self-pity".

Well how many of us blame ourselves for the things that went wrong in our life.

Very few. Isn't it.

But most of us blame others for the wrongs that's going on in our life.

We are to be blamed ourselves for whatever happens with us.. weather its good or otherway round, no matter what we pretend or believe.

In my view, by blaming others, we are not only cheating us but also we are staying in dark by not allowing the light of solution to fix those problems.

We are human. And making mistakes are human tendency. No one is perfect in this world.

There is no wrong in accepting the wrongs that have done by us. If we accept it, then we can realise that. And by realising the fact, we can try to avoid such situation.

At end what matters is the fact that

LEARN to ACCEPT

DREAM AND ASPIRATION

Life can be very easy unless we make it complex by ourselves.

Few weeks back I was talking with my friend about each others dreams and aspirations.

It sounded quite simply for me. It may be because I know my potentials and limitations.

But it is my potential that motivates my aspiration.

Is it ??

I was hunting answer with in me. asking my inner-self to answer for it.

I kept on chasing madly for it!!

Finally what I found was "Practicality".

we have to believe and agree to this "Practicality", is the key factor which affects our dream and aspirations. So potential has nothing to do with it.

But still another question is bugging me....

It is potential which makes our aspiration and dreams to be feasible, then why we have to consider to the practical aspect ??

Foe this answer is very simple "SITUATION". It is the situation which makes us to think with practical aspects and make decision accordingly.

If I keep thinking in this issue then I will revolve around four corners of square i.e "POTENTIAL, LIMITAION, PRATICALITY and SITUATION".

So, In my view, If I control my situation then it is PRACTICALITY and if I am not control my situation then that is my LIMITATION.

I will chose to take up PRACTICALITY path.

~~cheers~~

Is There Any Solution For This ISSUES ???

Today I was talking with my friend about some issues in day today life. So I tried to recall most of the issues which I felt most complex in different stages of life.

Stage one: school days....

When I was in school, I always felt chemistry is most complex subject. Since I hated those equations and chemical names, and moreover I had bad memory to keep every thing stocked.

Stage two: college days....

Later when I landed on university for undergraduate studies, I felt theory was too tough compared with practical. I have to write so much to get marks rather than do something to get marks. I felt getting marks through practical is easier than theory. Moreover my handwriting is like any encrypted version, so its very difficult for others to read and understand.

Stage three: masters and job

This is my present stage, I am feeling this is a biggest issue to manage the work and studies equal without any overlap. This is my real challenge to go on together.

And still I will pass on with some more stages of life.

Every stage will have come up with variety of challenges or issues.

I feel human is the most complex of all, as we face so many issues or challenges every part of life.

So, it is rightly to say "man is complex than the problems which we face in our life".

Can we figure out how we show different kinds of behaviours in each situations. Ofcourse, we are not changing our colour like an camouflage, rather we all are playing the game called "LIFE".

It depends on person to person, how we play this complex game of life. If we manage to win this game then we try to be "MAN" and if we lose or feel to lose then we become"MAD".

So be careful while playing as there is a single letter difference between MAN and MAD.

~~cheers~~

Feeling Lonely

Do you know why have selected this topic to write up??

Ya, your right.

I have been attacked by "loneliness virus".

Uh.. I am sure, I am not the only one who is attacked by this virus, most of us is facing this problem.

And everyone wants the solution for this virus.

I have found blogging as my solution to kill my time and do some thing constructive. But I am still not satisfied with the solution.

Everyone of us will be facing powerful emotion of feeling alone differently.

I feel that it depends on ourselves that how well we are connected with others. If we find the answer for this. Then we can understand why we are feeling "loneliness"even in the crowd.

Everyone of us will be having different reasons to feel disconnected from others.

I have tried to figure out, why am I feeling lonely. Then I can out with conclusion that my loneliness is mainly because of my character.

I have a habit of hidden secrets, this secrets are more burdensome as time passes.

Like this everyone will be having different reasons for their loneliness. If we try to figure out the reason for the loneliness then I am sure, we can overcome this. The feeling for the disconnected or loneliness are far more complex.

Yet there can be only one reason for us to feel alone is our inability to share our feeling and thoughts with someone.

Every one of us will end up with common mistake to cope up loneliness. To escape from our loneliness we watch more movies and chat in internet for hours. Eventually we are moving away from others around us by adapting this foolish ways to cope up loneliness. This even tags and creates the identity of being alone. And leave us unfulfilled and empty

You won't believe while writing this post, now I felt that I am little bit confused of "being alone" with "feeling alone".

Wow, Its really amazing that I made myself clear that I am not feeling alone but as I am "being alone", I thought I am feeling alone.

If I was feeling lonely I would have never started blogging again. Its my solitude which brought fulfillment through inspiration.

If I would have not wrote this post then I think, I might be in the same dilemma of "feeling alone".

And would have never found the truth behind my loneliness.

~~cheers~~

I Can't Resist

Every where I go, I can find discussion about Senator Obama and Senator Clinton.

I don't know why people are so much interested in this US elections. They have nothing to do with the elections as they are not Americans nor they stay in America.

No body seems to be caring about or talking about UK politics especially in my graduate centre.

Now I am sick of it and I can't resist anymore.

In my graduate centre when ever I go, there will be discussion over this topic.

I feel that its will be on forever.

What I am even more tired of is media. They just need a topic to go on with.

This media daily comes up with some polls most often which mostly fails and some times it works.

But mostly these opinion polls are reversed on the next day. Its like weather of UK, which can't be predicted especially in these months.

They earlier suggested Rudy Giuliani as the republican candidate but unfortunately he vanished from the race.

They even suggested Senator Clinton as Democratic candidates and next President of US. But I think she will be vanishing from the seen very soon.

I need a break!!

So guys from Engineering graduate centre of University of Nottingham.

Gimme a break!!

I can't believe I have to go through this discussion for another 10 months.

No way.....

HAPPY

Hey I am happy today, I am very busy these days with work and studies.

But I could not restrict myself with sharing my happiness with my you all.

Actually I have not achieved anything big for being so happy but I feel I have proved myself again that I am no where less than anyone.

I don't want to mention names of the persons involved.

Few days back one of my friend, formed a group with some bright students of our class in rapid manufacturing technologies, I never thought that he will leave us alone as we have not included anyone in our group and we never knew that he is forming the group.

So when I asked about it to him, he simply answered that he wants marks. Then I too have not reacted for this.

Fortunately or unfortunately another guy also went of from the group for the same reason.

And now we two are left behind because of these guys, we have not formed our group with some others.

I don't mind what he will feel after reading this post but this is the fact and I felt really bad when he left in the middle even though I have not reacted over this issue.

We were really worried about the group, then we formed a group with two British guys from M.Eng product design.

I am focused one thing from day one that I need to do better than this guys who left us in the middle.

Fortunately, I got the same topic as of the group to which the first guy went.

I have worked hard just to prove that guy, marks can be scored from anywhere it doesn't mean that if you are in bright students group then you will score high.

Of course they will be bright as they have 4 years of industrial experience.

And today was the presentation.

We have performed well .

Our course tutor has given us good feedback compared with them as they lagged behind in few topics.

Finally I achieved what I wanted, I never wanted him to do bad but I only wanted to win them that all.

So, today I am not going to work on coursework rather I will celebrate with a glass of wine.

Advice

hello everyone,
I got this picture from one of my friend in email,#
I found it very interesting and useful.

Work for just today, If we work Each day as today then, we can sort out many things in our life

cheers

shiva

House Boats

Hello all,
I am Bit busy this week as the ester vacations are nearing and deadline for the submission of courseworks are getting closer.

So this keeps me running around and not sparing me time to update blog.
But inspite of tight schedule I could not resist on updating blog.
I have decided to upload pictures till this saturday.
I will be updating on various topics from this sunday.

Its an promise.

This pictures are dedicated to one of my friend "Mr. Andrew Mwenga" from Kenya.

He like house boats from Kerala, India very much and he wants to own one of those....

cheers,

shiva

What about Bhajji?should he be controlled?

Here are few statements made by Bhajji in past few dayz

1)One sikh is enough for this world

2)I am stronger than Aussie

Does he know what he is talking about

Has he seen his stats in tour down under this season it looks pathetic

He has no role in India's win over Aussie what makes him say that I wonderhow can he even think of uttering such a statement that one sikh is enough for the whole world it might have been used by Sikh guru but it was in different context....in secular country like ours should we pardon mr. Singh for making such statement....

Going by his statement there should only be only sikhs in team or only Harbhajan singh in team.

And why did he have to call Symonds teri Maki......it is one of the most offensive words in India had he uttered such a word to me i would have given him one tight slap...

no matter who or what provoked him is justified in swearing at his mother...is it what Indian value is?

to the extent that it has strained the Indo Australian relationshipShould this chap be controlled?or is he right all the way?

In my opinion he should be...

Feeling of rejection

After my undergraduate studies, I was moved to post graduate studies in Nottingham,UK. It was first time in my life when I set some goal in my life.

I am not sure how I am going to meet the goal, but who cared?

I was well known to many, as I turned out.

Life used to be all about me. Now I think, I have started hating my life. Not from long time but from last four months.

I don't accept anything much other than to be accepted and loved. Instead, I was always left alone from the group.

I don't know why. I was always put down and ridiculed.

I measured myself dumb and stupid all my life, but I found myself quite intelligent.

I am human, I may do some stupidity now and then. No one is perfect, Its human nature to do stupidity. Doing stupidity doesn't mean that I am stupid.

I have always valued others thoughts and feeling but others never cared to value mine.

I feel anyone would never wants to spend time with me.