Very Last LAUGH

The theme itself elucidates the whole thing about the content of this post.

As each one of you know I always express amusement. And I like laughing, and people with smiling.

I hate people with serious and with expression of grief faces.

Most possibly everybody will be feeling the same as me.

But nowadays, I am diminishing into the second category. Most of instance bothered and troubled. And Smiling and laughing falsely.

Now I started to hate myself.  

I don't memorize when I laughed actually, last time. The kind which made my eyes wet, my lungs to deflate and my stomach to ache.

There were days when me and my friends would plunge over each other, fall over tables while laughing. Those were my best days in my life.

Not only, we were together while laughing but even when we needed support, we grip hands of each other or bend over shoulders for support until we can stand up straight again, without any fear of falling down ever.

We laugh even for silly reasons. Laughs at midnight tripping session, we could mercilessly harass  an innocent friend and laugh at their outflow.

Laughs at the dark corridors of the hostel, after the lights are turned off, we make sound and music to shock people.

There are many other incidents which made me always laughing and smiling all the times. No worries and no weeping, the reason is no time to think about anything other than fun, prank and adventure.

There is nothing like any immense laugh since last six months. And I think it’s too stretched since I had indulged in one.

Well, there were many unnatural laughs during this intermission. Those lacking hearted smiles and laughs are just too just shows my embarrassed silences.

I want my life should me like a

"Laugh Riot"

A laugh, where you locate whole of yourself, leaving behind all your worries. It’s really fun and pleasure to be like that. Of course everyone wants the same from life.

I am sure for next 8 months; this laughing riot won’t surpass me. But I expect that after these grievance periods, I may have some laughing riot.

Let’s hope for the best, Rest in the hands of lord.

~~cheers~~