I am exactly 10 days away before the actual day that I will leave my Malaysia terchenta... harharhar...
hurm... so far, havent done any real preparations except for a really BIG suitcase, which is courtesy of kak An and Abg Saiful, along with some proper/suitable clothings for the place im heading to, also from both of them....
at this moment... idont really emotionally feel anything... im not the least excited...nor am I psyched about the fact that ill be goin there... mayb the fact that ill be goin there to study instead of following a group vacation tour has the effect on dampening my mood ...
moreover, there is the fact that if i f**k this up, I am entitled to pay a total amount of 400 K Malaysian Ringgit to the Malaysian Govt - wic basically makes tis trip a trip for me to work my ass off and pass every paper without fail...
aside from that ill also be leaving my sweet ila behind.. yesyes.. call me jiwang or whatever - but - after a year of being in a relationship tht grows stronger each day - and spending almost every weekend together by either watching movies, hanging around timesquare (our fav place) - or just lepaking around - I cant imagine how I am gonna leave her behind... harhar.. the previous few lines do sound a bit melodramatic... but who cares...
ok...sappy moods aside..
the thing tht I can look forward to is that - Ill be able to embark on something which is totally new... will also be able to push the boundaries of my comfort zone by goin sumwer wer ill be a foreigner for a change instead of forever mentally typecasting the indons and bangladeshis as the only known 'pendatang''... harhar...
actually thers like tonnes of other stuffs tht ill be able to look forward to... but, I am too lazy to type them down
alrite then...
take care n god bless
hurm... so far, havent done any real preparations except for a really BIG suitcase, which is courtesy of kak An and Abg Saiful, along with some proper/suitable clothings for the place im heading to, also from both of them....
at this moment... idont really emotionally feel anything... im not the least excited...nor am I psyched about the fact that ill be goin there... mayb the fact that ill be goin there to study instead of following a group vacation tour has the effect on dampening my mood ...
moreover, there is the fact that if i f**k this up, I am entitled to pay a total amount of 400 K Malaysian Ringgit to the Malaysian Govt - wic basically makes tis trip a trip for me to work my ass off and pass every paper without fail...
aside from that ill also be leaving my sweet ila behind.. yesyes.. call me jiwang or whatever - but - after a year of being in a relationship tht grows stronger each day - and spending almost every weekend together by either watching movies, hanging around timesquare (our fav place) - or just lepaking around - I cant imagine how I am gonna leave her behind... harhar.. the previous few lines do sound a bit melodramatic... but who cares...
ok...sappy moods aside..
the thing tht I can look forward to is that - Ill be able to embark on something which is totally new... will also be able to push the boundaries of my comfort zone by goin sumwer wer ill be a foreigner for a change instead of forever mentally typecasting the indons and bangladeshis as the only known 'pendatang''... harhar...
actually thers like tonnes of other stuffs tht ill be able to look forward to... but, I am too lazy to type them down
alrite then...
take care n god bless
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