Shifts in life

Again with a annoying topic....

Every one will be thinking title of the topic is always different...

Unless you don't read the postings you cant understand the meaning of my title...

Okay I will come to the point....

So many things happening around so quickly you don't remember what have you done. Majority of my friends and college mates are settled well in job and one of my close mate is getting married in this June.

Did they too go through all I am facing now?

Some say yes, and few don't know.

But I believe it weigh our approach to the practical aspects from the dreamy world in which most of the world lives. Some people keep thinking why is this happening, what all the ways it could happen, etc, and keep on asking the mind some or the other questions.

Within these six months, there had been huge waves of hopes and dreams and uncertainty.The tide kept changing between high and low. Its almost like I am being dumb and deaf to the outside world and I am tending to withdraw within.

I feel as I need some help but when I turn back I found no one to care and alone, I feel lonely now.

Six month back there are so many to advise me every now and then, helps in every decisions, but now none to with me to sail the boat in the turbulence.

I had thought of weaving the interactions with the two separate worlds that is,

~~ real world

~~ dream and sweet memories

real world shows Career, Shifting location, new life, new friends, the responsibilities, the uncertainty, on one side.

and other world shows sweet moments and chemistry we shared among the friends......

four months back life was like full of enjoyment, no fear and not cared for any one... but now no enjoyment only work, study....

Is life is all about making home and work???????????????????

Think......

So which world you want to live on??????????????

I am totally out of mind.........

~~cheers~~