WHY????????

You all may ask me WHY is the title "WHY"

Uhmmmmm......

Why don't you all make a wild guess, why the title is "WHY"

Okay chill out don't pressurise your brain... let me tell you...

I believe WHY gives solution to most of the problems...

Even WHY has helped to think critically and lead to develop many inventions which is a boon to mankind....

So how this WHY influenced me and in what factor it made me think critically...

As always, like in my earlier topics issue for the topic will be simple but sensitive. As before I raised, this time too I have raised a issue in thought and was discussing and arguing with myself. The issue this time is

WHY THE HELL AM I LIKE THIS ??

I am sure, you would have asked to yourself in some point your life time. Within us there are many characters dwell which we don't know. These characters identifies you in the society. But you can see both good and bad characters in you. No one is perfect in this world.I believe Characters, behaviours are molded by the environment you live in. okay no more philosophies.

Okay thinking over this issue, I raised many questions myself.

~~ is this a attitude problem

~~ am I short tempered

~~ am I ill mannered.

I have to confess that, I have too many bad qualities compared to good qualities. My biggest problem is I don't react to any situation, good or bad. I don't know WHY I don't react to things around me. This character keeps me cool and allows me to think freely and clearly, no tension and panic. But, this people feel that my this character makes me negligent and careless. Of this character I have lost many of my friends and even someone special. But still I am like this only, no change, no transformation. I know the problem but i don't want to work out to make things right. so....

WHY THE HELL AM I LIKE THIS ??

uhm.. I could not find the answer for this WHY but probably if someone carry out a study on me as a part of their research, then it could be possible by the end of their PhD. degree.

But remember I mentioned it could be possible, not sure. This is not my problem alone, but its the problem of every one.

If you find the answer tell me. I will continue with thinking over some other issue.

cheers